Monday, September 19, 2011

Thank God I'm a FALCON



The Final Score: In a stunning loss, Adamson clearly won


By MICO HALILI


"I suppose we should try to find something better or worse to shed tears for than a game, no matter how hard it has been played, but perhaps it is not such a bad thing to see that men can cry at all." - Roger Angell


Always almost but not quite.


The pain of trying can reduce even the jockiest of jocks to tears. After losing to FEU last Sunday, after squandering the twice-to-beat advantage, after losing the chance to reach the UAAP Finals, Adamson players sobbed like little kids. It was proof that they lost. It was also proof that they tried. Mightily so.


The paradox of the twice-to-beat advantage is that every team which enjoys it simultaneously fears the twice-to-beat-twice-beaten curse. Once a higher seed drops the first game - the game it can afford to lose, pressure mounts, anxieties take over, and the very advantage a team once enjoyed, the twice-to-beat edge they worked so hard to gain, turns into a cross that often becomes too heavy to bear.


When second seed Adamson lost to third seed FEU last Thursday in the UAAP Final Four, the Falcons became underdogs anew. We all knew this. The advantage gained from a superior record was gone. The high from beating Ateneo faded too quickly. The specter of ending yet another season with yet another disappointing loss became terrifyingly real. Suddenly, FEU had momentum and Adamson had none. Suddenly, FEU looked more poised and Adamson looked exactly like the old Adamson team; destined to go far but just not far enough.


After FEU built a 74-65 lead with just 2:11 left in last Sunday's rubber match, the Falcons were no longer underdogs trying to survive, they were Falcons praying for a miracle. They almost got it. In what will probably be the sequence of the season, Jerick Cañada, one of four graduating Adamson stars, turned into Reggie Miller in the dying minutes. He scored 10 points in a flurry capped by back-to-back three pointers to bring Adamson back from oblivion. In a flash, Adamson became our team. Because we didn't want them to fall short again. Because we felt Cañada's heart pound like a bull stampede. Because we saw Alex Nuyles, even at the risk of being foolishly dubbed "nagkakalat", try to squeeze every last microscopic bit of athleticism from his drained body.


Because we doubted if anyone aside from Leo Austria could have squeezed every microscopic bit of talent from this team.


Because we knew almost but not quite would hurt like hell. In the end, Adamson lost. If they won, the world would have surely rooted for the Falcons against the Ateneo empire. If they won, Adamson would've made for a most compelling story in the Finals. If only. But somehow I feel like they won anyway. Adamson's loss broke hearts but they're not broken. Austria's gritty crew reminded us that winning isn't everything. It just isn't. -GMA News

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

setyembresyetedosmilnuebe



Dalawang taon mula ng ika’y lumisan
Hanggang ngayu’y buhay pa rin sa isipan
Sakit sa damdamin na naranasan
Dulot ng pagkawala mong biglaan

Di man lang tayo nakapagpaalaman
Mga pagkukulang di nahingan ng kapatawaran
Huling halik sayoy di ko man lang nailaan
Kabaitan mo’y di ko rin nasuklian

Hanggang ngayon di kayang sambitin
Salitang paalam ayaw pa ring bigkasin
Pakiramdam ko kasi oras ng pagsasama ay bitin
Bakit kasi si Bro kinuha ka na sa amin

Sa nakalipas na dalawang taong hindi ka namin kapiling
Alam kong andyan ka lang at nagmamasid sa amin
Sana naman minsan sa panaginip ako’y dalawin
Upang pangungulila sayo ay pawiin
At pagmamahal mo’y muli kong damhin

Hinahanap ko lahat ng tungkol sayo
Ang boses mong pinipilit kong manatili sa tenga ko
Ang ngiti mong nais kong masilayan pag pumipikit ako
At ang pagmamahal mong hindi ko ipagpapalit kahit kanino

Mama, sayo’y meron akong ibabalita
Dito na po ako ngayon nagtatrabaho sa Singapura
Sayang at hindi man lang kita naisama
Na alam kong sayo’y lubos na magpapaligaya

Ganun pa man sana lagi ka ng masaya
Pagkat sa amin di mo na kailangan mag-alala
Sana sa kabilang buhay tayo’y muling magkita
Bagkus batid kong hindi ako sa langit mapupunta

Nangungulila na po ako sayo Mama.,

Mahal na mahal kita.,