from success to failure

i started my education

in the best manner it can be

awarded with a lot of medals,

trophies and certificates during early schooling

graduated as a class valedictorian

in my elementary years

my high school life

is not that to be proud of

in terms of awards that had won

but i can still say im on the top

being a part of a section

that is considered as the cream of the crop

in short,

im a consistent section one student

from freshmen to senior year

in college,

i went to a university that somehow

can provide quality but inexpensive education

the pioneer here in the philippines

of the course i’ve chosen

i don’t believe in the words

cumlaude,

suma cumlaude,

magna cumlaude

or even deans lister.

what’s important for me

is to pass every subject i take

a passing grade is already enough for me

anyway i don’t consider a college life

without a single failing grade

that’s why i have two

and one more thing

a college education

without a single failing grade

is a life that’s not well lived (just my opinion)

but where am i now?

im a degree holder

im a professional

i already worked

in different well known organizations

but am i successful?

am i content?

did i achieve something to be proud of?

the answer????? a big big NO, NO,…..

co’z im still a failure up to now.,.,.,.