im just asking

i feel down and blue

i wanted to be blown by the air

and forever be lost in this earth

i dont have any motivation at all

goal to strive at

and probably the reason to live by

its not funny anymore

i dont have any achievement

nothing to be proud of

and end up always the loser

im not always negative

but what can i do?

there's nothing positive that happens to me

what's just left of me

are those people who loves me

but is that already enough to continue life

do you have a purpose for my living?

did i already reach what you intended for me?

did i already serve my purpose here on earth?

is that already it?

im so sorry but IM JUST ASKING.,